you left me .):
Friday, January 20, 2006
@ 6:45 PM
saw you coming to school with her . you didnt smile at me during morning assembly today . during recess , you smiled at sarah . and i was behind you . =[ after dhat went to pass sarah her pe shirt . she shouted for you . and you shouted for me & you gave me flying kiss agn . i was happy . =]] after dhat i went to sit with regina . and you called me darling . and you bought some siew mai . you even asked me whether i wanted . haha . but of cos , i rejected your offer . dhen regina sort of bullied me . you were there for me . after school , i saw you in the canteen . you were there too . you smiled at me . =] dhen SOMEONE called me a pig . and you sort of "beat" him . im touched . but i noe , all this would come to an end soon . but i hope it wont . i really hope . *crossed fingers*

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i tried to forget you . yes , i did try . but i failed . and i broke down . and cry like shit . anyone knows ? no . only jun know how i realy feel . boy , you said you`re busy . you`ll talk to me later . but i waited for 2 hours already . YES , TWO HOURS . i asked zhijun , am i being naive . she say no . is i cannot forget him . and it`s true . i really cant forget you . please dont make me forget you . all the happy memories we had . and i hope it`ll continue like this . i really hope it will . i wanna thank jun , reg & sarah for being there most of the time . and thank you szeling for making me smile at least . =] love you guys lots .
wounded .